I am not going to lie; I am nervous.  Earlier this year, my husband had this grand idea of floating the Smith River. This requires entering for a special permit and hoping you get drawn.  My husband arranged a huge group of people to put in for the Smith River permit and guess what, someone pulled it! We leave soon and it turns out I don’t know a soul going on this trip except my husband and our two kids…..and yes, we are the only ones going with kids.